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Sunday Oct 24, 2004

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Despite 8 errors in 2 games, despite a man with basically 1 ankle, despite all this they come back and win. Some call this luck others will go further. The true believers that have followed there seasons, year after what sometimes seems like hopeless year. For these fans this season is called Destiny.

For those of you that aren't interested in sports and actually came here to read about lil ol me than I suppose you deserve an update.

I passed my 3rd Degree Brown belt test Sat. It took 2 hours and a bucket of puke but I got it done. I really am quite proud of this. I've been taking martial arts since 1999 minus a few years b/c of the service. Now it all comes down to the next year. I'll be judged on every little detail and will only be passed if I truly deserve it.

So this means that I'll have to get back into the gym, something that I haven't done for a while, I don't know if that's going to be before back sugery or not though. If that's what I need. I'll also have to get mentally back in shape. I've had alot of personal things the last few months but (as selfish as this sounds) I want to start to concentrate on me. I want to go out, get drunk, not worry about my famially so much, not worry about mainiting perfect credit to get a house or any investmetns. I just want to live and be clear minded and focused as possible.

So what will all this mean....who knows all I know is that I want to start living again and not being worried about what's going to happen 20 years down the line and start having fun now.

Food O the moment: Pie wink
Question of the day: Do you worry to much?

Fact of the Day: I have never gone to the doctor for a broken bone in my life but apprently I have two cracked Verts, in my back....really amazing considering I'm a pretty physical guy and it took a random chest X-ray to prove this.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
peggy:
Congrats!!

And yea, I worry all the fucking time.
Oct 25, 2004
hyperboy:
thanks for the good spirits wink

shit just sucks you know? I haven't felt like this in about uhm... 7 years.

Lol, so I am a Warehouse Lead, I can lift most TVs with no problem, former Army Infantry, will stand up to almost anybody.... and I am being pussed over by some Aussie chick... wtf? LOL

Oct 25, 2004

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