I'm such a fucking nerd.....and I love it!!
Let me explain...I just started a MMORPG the first one for me and am totally hooked. I didn't sleep last night at all....seriously. Like we're talking 8 hours stright. The reason I love it is because I feel like I'm in a bit of a slump. Right now along with my own personal problems (which I think I'll address today) and trying to run a business I am a caretaker to my father.
He's disabled...not in the "lost an arm sense," more in the mental. But more along the lines of severe manic depression, anxiety, weight problems, and anger problems. Unfortuntily my genes din't wait 15 minutes before they went in the pool so I have alot of his traits...which makes me disabled as well...(yes I'm 22 and disabled and if you have a problem then go screw yourself. ) So he is the reason why I had to get out of the service. They sent me home on a medical/humane. leave of absense. No I did not dodge my duties I was told too.
So I've been with him, in our house almost every day 24 hours for 2 years, along with my sister and mother kindoff.
Now my mother works all the freakin time. She comes home....sleeps, wakes up to eat and then goes back to sleep. She dosen't talk to either one of us that much and it's just frustrating as hell. I mean I love my dad but jesus I need some time away from him and would be nice to talk to someone else.
My sister......I'm just gonna leave it there because I could write a book.
So I got this game to try to get away for awhile. I really don't know if one thing has to do with another.....and if you read this thanks for letting me vent. You didn't have too and that proves that there is still good people left on this planet. I just wish people could understand how hard it is to be in the situation I'm in. Life isn't perfect and I don't expect it too be, but for the Love of Christ I need a break every now and then.
Let me explain...I just started a MMORPG the first one for me and am totally hooked. I didn't sleep last night at all....seriously. Like we're talking 8 hours stright. The reason I love it is because I feel like I'm in a bit of a slump. Right now along with my own personal problems (which I think I'll address today) and trying to run a business I am a caretaker to my father.
He's disabled...not in the "lost an arm sense," more in the mental. But more along the lines of severe manic depression, anxiety, weight problems, and anger problems. Unfortuntily my genes din't wait 15 minutes before they went in the pool so I have alot of his traits...which makes me disabled as well...(yes I'm 22 and disabled and if you have a problem then go screw yourself. ) So he is the reason why I had to get out of the service. They sent me home on a medical/humane. leave of absense. No I did not dodge my duties I was told too.
So I've been with him, in our house almost every day 24 hours for 2 years, along with my sister and mother kindoff.
Now my mother works all the freakin time. She comes home....sleeps, wakes up to eat and then goes back to sleep. She dosen't talk to either one of us that much and it's just frustrating as hell. I mean I love my dad but jesus I need some time away from him and would be nice to talk to someone else.
My sister......I'm just gonna leave it there because I could write a book.
So I got this game to try to get away for awhile. I really don't know if one thing has to do with another.....and if you read this thanks for letting me vent. You didn't have too and that proves that there is still good people left on this planet. I just wish people could understand how hard it is to be in the situation I'm in. Life isn't perfect and I don't expect it too be, but for the Love of Christ I need a break every now and then.
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