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This week has been particulary tough on me. I"ve been really stressed out and depressed over what I can't say...not becuase I don't want too but becuase I can't put my finger on it. That in itself is depressing. But today was much better. I did a shitload of chores around the house and the only ones I didn't get done were swiffering, wet swiffering and my bathroom (damn you bathroom damn you to hell!) all with a splitting headache nonetheless. So life today is pretty good. I should receive another "'package" so thats another good thing and something I"m really looking forward to in the week ahead as it seems to perk me up and make me forget my troubles.

Now onto serious business. One of my posts was taken down by a staff member this week. This post pertainted to my once friend uptight who has litteraly gone off the deep end in his rantings and his political view. I know he was hired to kinda be the ying to SG politicsal liberal yang but jeez you gotta read some of this guys stuff. So appretnly I was a bad boy and they yanked it. Oh well my cencorship..which leads me into my next though. Usually I don't put much thought into my wirtings I just let them come to me. But I would love to do a writing on the "war on porn" that is going on here at SG with SG's as eyewitness that have been effected or know someone that has been effected. I think I could write a really good aricle...I hate to post this becuase someone could very easily take my idea but I"m begging the SG's that I knwo to open up to me in pvt messages to what they know or who they know so I can get some info from them. I know I"m not a reporter (yet) but I would like to be one one day and I think this article if done right could lead me that way.

Can't say that work has been honky dory..becuase in all honesty it hasn't I had a fight with my manager but she saw my side and told me what to do in case the shit thats been going on contiunes to happen. I still haven't gotten my raise but I"m sure it will happen right. The SG sets lately have been fantatstic and I love when SGs write journal entries too...that really encoures me to talk to them...it makes them seem well human.

The CE boards have been getting a bit old lately but I stay on there in case news breaks or something big happens I don't want to miss it. But man I wish there was more particiaption from the rest of the site, insted of the same old crowd. OH well maybe in the future. Maybe I have to start posting in more than one board.

Well thats it for now SG natives I'll talk to you soon.

Tony Mucci.

ps for all you geeks out there I got a new game for my gamecube this weekend for my birthday (late gift) its called assasin 7 and it looks really cool...haven't had time to play it yet but it looks promising. HOpe it dosen't dissappoite. Tell me what you think of the game if you've ever played it or know someone who has.