Friday Jun 30, 2006

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Well it seems as though I have once again stirred some feathers up....is that the right pharse...ah well. Anywhoo I got flagged last night for lashing out for being called a "violent bigot" and then the thread got shutdown. Now everyone has brought there hate mongoring to my other thread....I"m surprised that people hold a grudge this long and can't let go...hell even one of the SG's threated me. Good times frown But I have you guys and thats all I really care about you guys know who I am and what makes me me etc. So what its worth thank you for sticking with me through this hard time.

On a postive note I"ve been feeling even better this week...got many things accomplised even now as we speak my head hurts but I"m still here. Today I met with 3 difffrent doctors about my physc. stuff and school etc. and it looks like a go for CCRI which is excellent. I also may need a MRI of my BRAIN oh well no biggie had about a dozen or so in the Corps. But right now life is pretty good and coming up roses for the MOoch...I might even get a call tomorrow from Dunkin saying they want an interview. Good for me go my team.

BY the way does anyone know how to go to private mode insted of saying your either on or offline...at this point in time I have some heat on me and would like to lay low for awhile.

yours everyday
Tony M.
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necia:
Seriously, I'm okay. I wasn't trying to insult your faith personally. Faith is a hard, hard thing. It's not a simple thing to figure out. LIFE isn't a simple thing to figure out, you know? And people have differences of belief. And, people sometimes get heated and say things they don't mean (we all do it--God knows I do).

I can only speak for myself, but I was just having fun tonight for the most part, not trying to insult your Catholicism.

I hope all is well.
mamet:
I don't really know you, Mucci, but from seeing your posts I do worry about you. Perhaps you're fucking with everyone and your seeming naivete is an act. I'm going to give you the benefit of the doubt, though. I remember a while ago you saying you tried to kill yourself before. That sort of pulls on my heart-strings because I've known several people who've done it, and many who've tried (and I've considered it before, too). Anyway, I'm not going to try to blather on about how to cope or what you need to do or how you need to change. But one thing I am most concerned about is your propensity to take what people say here as a personal attack on you. If the internet is making you take hundreds of klonopin, please take a break until you calm down. If something riles you up, go do something else for a while. This place is supposed to be fun. People can be...um...curt here, surely. And you're never going to get people to have the same reverence for Christianity as you do. But if someone makes a joke or even an attack on the religion, you need to understand that it's not about you. I don't think (and hope) that anyone is trying to be malicious toward you, or trying to hurt you personally. Certainly people got offended and opposed you in that thread because the content of that hurt a lot of people's feelings. A significant portion of the site's membership is gay or bisexual. Anyway, I'm rambling. Essentially, what I want to say is that you need to separate the internet from real life. The things that people say aren't meant to hurt your feelings or make a mockery of you. The business tonight was just trying to take something people thought was hurtful and turn it into something amusing. They squeezed some joy out of something acidic. I hope that you figure out a way to not take every post so personally and can even have some fun here, too. smile

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