Been having some fun on the boards here lately but that hasn't calmed the storm in my head. Still think about suicide on a daily basis and its a tough struggle. Today wasn't bad woke up at my parents house (didn't feel safe here) went to church asked for fogivness (inside joke to those that read my post on the boards) and then headed home. Went online here for awhile making various comments on the boards had a cup of coffee had a ciggeratte or two. Went back over my parents house to watch the ECW pay per view and might I add it totally kicked ass (that is if your a wrestlting fan) Now I"m back at home deciding wheather I want to spend another night trapped in my mind or if I should go back to my parents house and be watched over like a two year old. *sigh* oh well nobody really pays attention to this blog anymore I just put these thought out there to get them outta my head.
signed the mind inside.
signed the mind inside.