holy shite I haven't updated since the 18th....jeez people must think I"m dead or missing or well they just don't care. Either way here's an update.
The following weeks have been a real drag, I've been quite depressed and we all know what comes with depression. Loneliness, feelings of worthlessness, loss of ambition, suicidal thoughts or urges all this has happened in the past what 3 weekds now. Yea lifes been pretty shitty. No job and belive me I"ve been looking....the only one I found was working with nuns at a school being the janitor. I"ve had .64 in my checking account now for a month and half. Every time I look in the mirror I either A) hate the face that startes back at me or B) think of about 20 negative things to say insted. I did think of something theraputic to do and that is to grow a garden this year. So that will be fun. I"ve also dove into the CE board here on SG and that is also fun I like debating my side of the point.
I have a vet visit with my geckos dr on thurs and she'll tell me wheather or not to put her down or not....I"m hoping I can keep her. Cat and fish are doing okay.
Headaches have come back in frequency but not in intenstity which is fine with me...I"ll pop pills all day long so far as my head dosen't hurt thats all I"m asking for.
Went to my cousins for his 25th bithday parth lastnight (the 3rd) I only could borrow enough money to get him a card but hey at least I got him that. It was a black and white themed party everyone had to wear either black white or both...I choose both. Might I say if it weren't for my ugly mug I'd loook pretty damn sexy. The booze flowed freely and the was even a little marijuana *gasp*
Anywhoo it was something to get me outta my funk and I had an excellent time. It rated a 10 on the fun o meter.
So now I"m back and hopefully if my life isn't dredfully boring I"ll try to update you more often
ohhhhh one more thing...I also registerd for colllege in my absense...just waiting on my acceptence letter yea go my team.
TM
The following weeks have been a real drag, I've been quite depressed and we all know what comes with depression. Loneliness, feelings of worthlessness, loss of ambition, suicidal thoughts or urges all this has happened in the past what 3 weekds now. Yea lifes been pretty shitty. No job and belive me I"ve been looking....the only one I found was working with nuns at a school being the janitor. I"ve had .64 in my checking account now for a month and half. Every time I look in the mirror I either A) hate the face that startes back at me or B) think of about 20 negative things to say insted. I did think of something theraputic to do and that is to grow a garden this year. So that will be fun. I"ve also dove into the CE board here on SG and that is also fun I like debating my side of the point.
I have a vet visit with my geckos dr on thurs and she'll tell me wheather or not to put her down or not....I"m hoping I can keep her. Cat and fish are doing okay.
Headaches have come back in frequency but not in intenstity which is fine with me...I"ll pop pills all day long so far as my head dosen't hurt thats all I"m asking for.
Went to my cousins for his 25th bithday parth lastnight (the 3rd) I only could borrow enough money to get him a card but hey at least I got him that. It was a black and white themed party everyone had to wear either black white or both...I choose both. Might I say if it weren't for my ugly mug I'd loook pretty damn sexy. The booze flowed freely and the was even a little marijuana *gasp*
Anywhoo it was something to get me outta my funk and I had an excellent time. It rated a 10 on the fun o meter.
So now I"m back and hopefully if my life isn't dredfully boring I"ll try to update you more often
ohhhhh one more thing...I also registerd for colllege in my absense...just waiting on my acceptence letter yea go my team.
TM
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