thetotalm

This week has been a really good week. Monday I helped my mom though her depression with the help of my father. I found out that sometimes she also feels suicidal. But that shes very unhappy wth the condtion with the shape of the house. So as soon as my parents get some money or when I get my check (which should be in a week) I"m going to give them about 500 dollars so they can at least paint some rooms. I'll be ablke to help paint too. But my mom also unfairly blames my dad for allot of things which i told her wasn't fair and she accepted that. I also told her that she should go back on her medication and call her doctor but she didn't do that either. As the saying goes you can lead a horse to water......

Tueday to Wednesay I stayed up all night for some unknow reason I crashed Wednesday night and slept ;8 hours. I have an apt with the doctor in the next two weeks hopefully he'll be able to figure out whats going on with my body chemistry.

Yesterday my father bought for me on the condion that I pay him back as soon as I get my check a brand new tv and surround sound receiver. The tv is 24 inches and the receiver has a dvd player built in. There both Insignia brand which is Best buys house brand. But they are both excellent quality. As we speak I'm listneing to the radio on the receiver. It took us forever to set up everything last night but we got it all taken care of and we were really proud of ourselves for that. Now all I got left to do is call Cox and have them run another coaxil cablke to my bedtoom so I can watch my old tv in my bedroom. and hook up my vcr.

Today I listened to radio history when a local radio station thats been on the air for 36 years went off the air at 5 pm est and was replaced by BUDDY 95.5 it wsa something to hear a radio staion change over. I also met with my therapists today and my job coach who will be trying to get me a part time job at petco next week sometime. All in all im in a pretty good place right now. I hope you all are having as good as weeks as I am and we keep getting blessed with this good fortune.

Tony