thetotalm

well I"m still here folks...sorry its still tough to get to a computer not much going on though so your not really missing out on much. Things are going quite well with the new girl friend friend. I don't know when things will get serious but I'm enjoying the time that we spend together right now.

My sisters marriage is doing a bit better right now. I still can't stand my brother in law but for now I guess I'll lay off of him even though hes a grade A Asshole.

Parents are doing well except for moeny but I"ve come to the realiziaiton that I cant fix everyones problems first I have to help myself and fix my problems at hand. Then I can move on to theres. So for now even though there struggling I'm not letting it get me down.

As for me I"m doing better day by day. I haven't had a panic attack in over two weeks and I feel less stressed out. Then again I haven't worked either but I feel if I did work I feel I could work and not get anxiety about it. I've still been a little depressed its just something that comes and goes though nothing huge.

At this point I really don't know when I'll have a computer again but it looks like SG has set up a mailbox program so please feel free to email me if you would like to know whats going on I"d love to hear from you all. Well I"m off to shovel the driveway I'll talk to you all soon agin I hope.