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Had an emotional weekend so far and although its 1130 I'm not saying anythings over yet.

Friday I called another mortafge company for a loan officer poistion that required no experience and talked to the hiring manager for a good 20 minutes. He seemed interested in me and I got an interview Monday (tomorrow) to come dowon take a look at the place and talk to some of the people that work there. I firegured this was great this was the break I needed I don't have to decalre bankrupcy and I can really go at life full blast,. Silly me.

That night my parents were so pissed off at my sister and her selfisness that they/ve now deiced that Monday there going to hire a realtor and sell the house and just move. What the fuck...so I instnatly go from great news to down the shitter in like 5 seconds its just up and down. So I have to spend half the night convincing them to stay and that life here isn't that bad and that me and Andrea won't give them any more stress and that I'll talk to andrea about her behavior. Again I once again will be proved wrong.

****** more to come tomorrow when I feel better ******