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Saturday Oct 22, 2005

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how to live life again, bankruptcy, and going out with a bang

Well its offical I have no job. I quit Scream House thursday....I told them all my ailments and one of my bosses actually looked a bit ill as I told him. No two weeks, no sappy goodbys no nothing just see ya. clean and simple.

But you know what I haven't felt this good in a about 3 months. I haven't had to take any codine in 2 days. No throwing up blood becuase I'm letting my poor stomach heal. My appetite is slowly coming back as is my hair. I feel good.

Which brings me to a potential problem...how will I pay my bills...well I could go on foreever making minimum payments strugling, juggling finances, being all stressed out from working a shitty job and not making enough money. Or I could just say "fuck it" and declare banckrupcy which is probally what I'm going to do. Then I can just live off my damn SSDI check and not worry anymore. For once I can be happy and not worry about bills. But when I do declare if thats the route I'm taking...I'm going to have a blast before I go out....every card I have is going to be maxed the fuck out HA and really it dosen't take 7 years to build your credit back up....my parents did it in less then 4 so I'm not worried about a house I have a car. It's just a little bump in the road of life that I've hit well maybe a nail thats punctured a tire......now I have to put on the spare and move on.

Which will bring me to my next big decsions. Do I stay in RI and just go to school, probally for free at CCRI or do I live out my dream and move to Vegas and go to school out there. A completly new beginning Yea I'd miss everyone but its an opportunity to start a clean slate someplace completly diffrent. In a town where nobody knows me. Just two options I'd have, and its always nice to have options.

Theres still some stuff I haven't done here in RI yet though..like get my black belt...or go to waterfire, or take a walk on the beach late at night with a women. See I'd miss all that if I'd move. But vegas...I mean look what it has to offer, new chances, new women, gambling, job opportunites. So much and no snow.

For now one thing at a time...first I have to get the money to hire a lawyer to declare bankruptcy. then I can worry about the next step. Actually right now I should be worried about getting some sleep since I have to be up at 8am and its 314 eesh.

always yours
Tony Mucci<----wants a view of the strip baby, oh yea!
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muse25:
I know that they just pased a bankrucy law making it harder to wipe the slate clean. As for vegas....be careful. he gambling makes me nervous. How can one ever get ahead when its so easy to let it ride? But there are plenty of jobs there and the women are unbelieveable!!!!!

well Im heading tothe mall with Amy. I start club fantasies tuesday.
Oct 22, 2005
awryx:
wow decisions decisions... and vegas. i like vegas. well im not one of the people who actually goes there to gamble, but i can see how it gets addicting for people when they win a bit of money. but i like it... just because it's so lively. and warm. lol.

it's been cold here. in philly.

and yes i was one who was talking about those nazi twins. it's quite scary. just imagine how they'll need serious therapy if they break out of it. it's just whoa.

and goodluck with everything.
im gonna go shoppin for a jacket now.
take care and have a nice weekend smile
Oct 22, 2005

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