insomniotic

Make nothing less of a chance to live a life
But to make regrets behind oneself to strive for
Fake nothing and make things happen
To only living exist once
That a person can remember
Kill me now
So I can start fresh
This sorrowed life is dismal and dispensed
Depleted and irritating
I really should blame myself
I get myself into these situation
Setting up for failure
I've failed before I have even started
And thoughts disappear from my vision
I lay here
In the dark
Depleting myself
Draining what is left of this emptied souled being
Deep breaths of iced air run down my forgotten ink
And I fall into a sleep

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