thestarduster

Had such a fucking awesome start to the night. I'm not sure what its like for anyone else who works a bar but its like a dance. Sure, you start off slowly but once you're in the flow of things its brilliant how fast you can go. You're in the zone and time just flies. Plus the customer is happy their drink is in front of them within a few seconds so its good all around! But then something happened and I wash shaking with anger most of the night, god knows why, but I had head pains, hyperventilating and the urge to break something. Went to the toilet, caught a guy trying to snort a large amount of coke, so took that off him and escorted him off of the premises. Then I get spooked that he'd be waiting outside for me, to beat the shit outta me....then! I drop my iPhone on the way home and the screen fucks up. Dead. awesome. Thank god the things insured. Like hell was I buying the iPhone and not getting insurance. Stupid!

So I now have no phone, no alarm for the morning and am in a pretty foul mood. Kate is in Turkey, and even though we've only really been seeing each other for about a week or so, and I kinda took things a bit too quick...I'm missing her already. Be it that I'm clingy, smitten, etc. I just miss her

Shit night sucks