thestarduster

Fucking hell!!

I think I'm swimming in SHIT!

My last rent payment bounced and I can't afford to pay it.......yet I'm working pretty much everyday....
Anybody want a man slave?? Inexperienced, though willing to learn and bend to my masters will!!


I've been recently turning in to what I think is a bad wuss. I really want a girlfriend. Screw the sex, I just want someone to be with all the time, someone to spend my time with. Someone whom I can make laugh, cry and be there for them. But I always fail at talking to anyone I like. Which turns on the paranoia as to whether its something wrong with me, my personality, my appearance, etc. Hell I get more compliments off of men at work then women...............and that's just fucking with my head. And here I am whinging on here. Confidence, that's what I need.....................shame its not in pill form.

Does anyone have any advice? I don't want to be someone I'm not, I just wanna be more confident. Every time I try to make friends with new people I usually overthink everything and from the way they react around me its like I give off the wrong impressions or seem odd........VICIOUS CIRCLE.

Social skills = 0