Been feeling shit for the past few days, its depressing.
Gunna do as much work as possible in the next few weeks, actually see if I can get it done in time otherwise I am fucking screwed. It's my own fault and I'm trying to fix it almost too late. Too many things happening at the wrong time, rising up.
My 9800 GX2 died on me, contacted XFX to see if I can get it RMA'd. I'm having to borrow Matt's laptop until then which is pretty awesome, still doesn't match my beast though!
I'm getting sick of being locked up in this flat, sick of being shy, lacking confidence and self-esteem. I'm like a kid, I don't know what to say or how to react infront of someone I remotely like.
Sat listening to BT, just wanting to fly off to some remote island, sun sand and warm ocean, where I can fade away for a few weeks. I feel empty, hollow and distant for some reason. I really need someone.
Gunna do as much work as possible in the next few weeks, actually see if I can get it done in time otherwise I am fucking screwed. It's my own fault and I'm trying to fix it almost too late. Too many things happening at the wrong time, rising up.
My 9800 GX2 died on me, contacted XFX to see if I can get it RMA'd. I'm having to borrow Matt's laptop until then which is pretty awesome, still doesn't match my beast though!
I'm getting sick of being locked up in this flat, sick of being shy, lacking confidence and self-esteem. I'm like a kid, I don't know what to say or how to react infront of someone I remotely like.
Sat listening to BT, just wanting to fly off to some remote island, sun sand and warm ocean, where I can fade away for a few weeks. I feel empty, hollow and distant for some reason. I really need someone.
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hope ur feeling better love!