thesquall

For the first time since I moved down to North Carolina, I'm actually feeling VERY depressed. I'm guessing that I'm just feeling homesick.

Like, I haven't really been out at all since I got here. I spend my time in the apartment or shopping for either video games or groceries. I have no friends here, so there's no one to go out with and have a drink or just chill or whatever.

I never thought I'd say that I miss Worcester, and especially 7G1. I miss just waking up and being able to walk into Matt's room and see what he was playing. Or go out to sushi / order Blue Jeans. Things like that.

I know things will be better when I have a job and friends and things like that. But until then, this just sucks being here. I am starting to actually hate it, as bad as that sounds.

Paul's going up to Massachusetts soon, and that REALLY sucks, because I can't go up there to hang out with him. I haven't seen him since Spring Break, when we went to Chicago for Distant Worlds. I don't really have any idea what we'd do at all, but it'd still be nice to chill and just bullshit with him and be retarded like we always are.

Oh well. I guess I'm just going to be depressed for a while until I get a job.

C'est la vie