Today is the first night in a month that I feel like I am starting to wear down. I have been pushing myself a lot these last few months. Trying to make up for the lack of work and the ever impending March 5th date that looms in the distance. I have put a lot of work in on myself that I am starting to...
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I lot of things have been happening very quick in my life. I guess that can all be attributed to the time I have left before I join the service. I got into the Marine Corps about a month ago and now working on getting myself physically ready for the trials of boot. I have to lose another 10-15 pounds. I also need to work...
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There is a lot going on in my life right now. I'm sure there is a lot going on in everyone's life but for me it's starting to become very difficult to stand.
I quit my job. I put my two weeks in since I was just not willing to allow myself to be in a toxic environment. It was near poison to go to
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I found a song just recently that captures how I am feeling lately. I have been becoming melancholy during the nights before bed. It's strange but most of it comes from too much thinking. I think about my day and if I have done well with the time I am given. I think about my Ex who for some reason I have split a while...
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I hopped on the scale today and was surprised to finally see how much I dropped. I used to be over 300 pounds. It was a hard time. I was the chubby boy who was desperate and lonely. I wanted and needed attention from any person I could.
Today, I hopped on that scale and found myself at the smaller end of 210. My scale
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It hasn't been long since I have been in a relationship. I just want to preface that before I go on my little spiel.
It's been a while since I have fallen for someone. I haven't found someone as breathtakingly beautiful as I did my ex. I'm not saying that there are not any I have seen but.. You
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So, I just had my cheat day again last night. It looks like it's going to be every Thursday this is going to happen. Sometimes I hope that I could just live without having to eat dirty once in a while. Eat clean and train hard. That was my motto for this year. This time it was the best Chinese food I could have found.
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So, yesterday was my cheat meals.
And oh damn did I go all out!!
A tall beer
Chips and Salsa
Five Spicy Garlic Boneless Wings
Five Honey BBQ Wings
and then the most amazing thing that I have had in a long time.
Korean Shaved Ice.
It had apples, strawberry, Kiwi, Mooshi, and I don't know what else but it was all too good. I
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That is what I convinced myself to do every single week. That no matter what five days a week I would push myself as hard as I can for one to two hours at a time. That has been enough so far and it has helped out a lot. Not only do I lose weight from this but I lose myself...
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