I don't usually bitch... But, when you are mad at your friends and find no one else to talk to...What do you do? You blog!
It started out innocently enough. A good friend of mine was looking for a room mate and another friend of mine got into a fight with their parents. So, why not they move in with each other. It was fun at first...Until one of them started to listen to her friends instead of me...Her friends called me weird and didn't like me...So, she stopped talking to me and inviting me over because of the opinions. The other male friend of mine started to fall for her too. Which I told him not to since she has cheated on all of her boyfriends and even gave one of them an STD while playing it off as nothing.
Recently, she has decided to throw an Ugly Sweater Christmas party and made it clear that I was not invited. My friend was not happy about it but would not express his annoyance to her. I was not surprised by this...I was angered but not surprised since she is really a horrible person. Though, when I got a text from my male friend asking me to go out and buy alcohol for the party that I was clearly not invited to at all. I said FUCK YOU!
I started to think about this. I have grown close to this guy since we work out at least four times a week and told each other things we have never told anyone. For him to not stand up for me, stand me up to spend time with the girl and ask me to buy booze for a party I was not invited to. It's fucking obvious that we are not as close as I thought we were.
I need a new group of friends and I am hoping going to the college will allow me to find people who are not horrible people. So again, to friends who I thought were friends...You might never read this but. FUCK YOU!
It started out innocently enough. A good friend of mine was looking for a room mate and another friend of mine got into a fight with their parents. So, why not they move in with each other. It was fun at first...Until one of them started to listen to her friends instead of me...Her friends called me weird and didn't like me...So, she stopped talking to me and inviting me over because of the opinions. The other male friend of mine started to fall for her too. Which I told him not to since she has cheated on all of her boyfriends and even gave one of them an STD while playing it off as nothing.
Recently, she has decided to throw an Ugly Sweater Christmas party and made it clear that I was not invited. My friend was not happy about it but would not express his annoyance to her. I was not surprised by this...I was angered but not surprised since she is really a horrible person. Though, when I got a text from my male friend asking me to go out and buy alcohol for the party that I was clearly not invited to at all. I said FUCK YOU!
I started to think about this. I have grown close to this guy since we work out at least four times a week and told each other things we have never told anyone. For him to not stand up for me, stand me up to spend time with the girl and ask me to buy booze for a party I was not invited to. It's fucking obvious that we are not as close as I thought we were.
I need a new group of friends and I am hoping going to the college will allow me to find people who are not horrible people. So again, to friends who I thought were friends...You might never read this but. FUCK YOU!
the_monster:
Dude, I've been there. Not this exact situation, but very similar ones. I suppose it's part of growing up, but it sucks. I was always an outsider in my group of friends, the one who said the weird shit and was all tattooed. Maybe I was just fun to have around until the novelty wore off. But now I'm trying to make myself a new group of friends. It's hard. I'm still in the same area and on top of that I'm shy as all fuck. But honestly, SG is great for this. The people I'm making friends with may not be close by and I may only be able to see them once a month or maybe once a year but they're like me. They understand me like my old friends never did and I can actually have good conversations about life with them. I think I kind of went off on a rant. I suppose it's not directly connected to your blog but it's what came to mind for me. Stop by chat tonight, I'll be there. I think Elvis will too. it seems like if someone waits around long enough everyone slowly trickles in.