I think this christmas will be the strangest i've ever had
I am alone for one, in my house and in the city I find myself in.
Being alone for the first time in 5 ish years, with the ability to take any road I want, the feelings I have are just as new, sadness, nervousness, excitement, all at once with no time to... Read More
all, not been around much sorry to everyone that I look in on.
Today Aikido was great, a sort class, but it's great to be training with Mr Brown (our local 5th dan), again after such a long time not being able to attend any of his class's.
On a Sad note my friends N & G have split up... I help N move... Read More
The weekend just pasted I went to the Big Smoke AKA London.
To see my old friend Matt, this had been plain for sometime.
s0 what happened.. well this....:-
17th Thursday
Got on train at 7.00pm at Leicester. arrived 8.15pm apox. London
NO! Matt......Haaaa, I was only a little worried as I looked a bit like a terror-ass with my... Read More
hi... there i see you have some long distance issues... it does suck big time i am glad you had a good time with your friends... is so good to be close to those we cherish... but the gap becomes even bigger when is time to go back into miles of distance...
hi,... from far away...
Choice is somewhat paralyzing, that is if there is no destination in mind.
I spent a lot of tonight wondering why I don't just go so called "crazy" and kill my so called friends, I couldn't honestly come up with a good reason not to. To be honest I'm wondering if a visit to the Doctors would do me some good. There's a certain point when thinking becomes destructive and/or pointless in my opinion, I get the impression I'm passed that.