My therapist says I have disthymia. It's a mild form of depression. Basically, it's the residual effect of a major depressive episode when I was younger. The doc says I self medicate my depression with sex and then went into a short speech about nerochemicals and imbalances and the such.
So, in lamens terms, I'm a sex addict because I'm depressed...
I held him in my arms for about an hour while he twitched. He took a few last deep breaths and then stopped breathing.
I hadn't spent much time playing with him in the past couple of months but I am glad that I got to share the last moments of his life holding him.... Read More
My computer went down for a couple of weeks. I'm pretty sure it was a virus but I couldn't find one. I had to reload the whole fucking machine. Oh, what a pain in the ass that is!
I've been thinking lately. I think that I just might be a little off kilter after all...
I have been listening to 'Love Line' quite a bit for a few weeks now and it seems that everything that is wrong with the people somehow relates to abuse in thier past. It always seemed like a crack of shit to me but I did a little... Read More
I'm so tired of playing with myself... I'm still a little drunk from the club I went to tonight... No one ever dances with me... not even the girl I brought with me... I know I'm not ugly... Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with me... I guess going home alone at night just makes me a little depressed... the girl I have been seeing told... Read More
Oh brian I'm sorry you're having an awful time..It's like trying to converse with a brick wall...now you know how Prometheus (you know who) and I are doing..I hope all is well..if you need me you call me or you e-mail understand? I will always be there for you..ALWAYS...did Prometheus ever tell you that? Some friend he turned out to be....to either of us....
I wish I knew better girlies for you Bryan ... truth be told ... most girls suck ( and it makes the rest of us look bad )
But please hang in there ... you're very handsome and above all you have alot to offer someone. At this risk of sounding like a total mum : You'll find the one who is right for you !
And fuck that stupid girl anyways ! She obviously has no clue about what she's letting go ....
Nothing like making a fool of yourself in front of a crowd of people.
Went to the Kastle this past saturday. Friend of a Friend won a free VIP party. I got drunk and did some pole dancing. All the poeple there were you typical ghetto thugs, hoochies, and some west county people. I'm sure I was a source of entertainment for the whole club.... Read More
be there or be square, my birthday party is going to rock!