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well... after cooking myself a nice healthy supper I'm feeling like i need to express some feelings!!! so bare with me it's been a rough month...

How can a girl you have dated for four years, talked about marriage with, just dump you over a text message when you are having wings with your buddies saying "I'm sick of you, good bye"...
It just does not make any sense..... was she cheating on me? did our talk of marriage scare her off? These are questions i wish i could have answers to.. but I'm afraid to find out the truth.... Did she hate me that much to not even have the class to dump me in person? I took her to everything she wanted to do, bought her the things she wanted.... Did every thing for her..... But i guess there is no place for the nice guys in this world.....

Until there is... It's back to the drawing board for me to figure out what to do next....