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Tuesday Mar 08, 2005

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Someone please explain the human nervous system to to me.

I am waiting for phone calls from a lot a people. 1) Money for Studio and new band project. 2) Other bands that I have sent audition tracks to. 3)I am selling my boat *sniff* to help buffer the lack of income from my wife's startup business.

I carry my phone in my pocket on vibrate mode. (I am a pervert you know). I keep feeling the damn thing buzz, However the phone isnt actually ringing. It is driving me friggin bananas. PLEASE STOP!!!!!!!!

There is something about sending people audition tracks. I have been playing now for so long that you would think I would take it in stride. I know I am not the world's best drummer but I am good enough for most bands. Yet I still fear rejection and take it personally if I don't get the call back.
malloryknoxx:
eeek eeek

I get SO freaked out when I think about sending out chapters and a synopsis to agents.......the idea of someone in some office somewhere telling me that this work I've bled over isn't good enough.....
*shudder*

So I feel your pain. I doubt that anyone in this situation ever really learns to take rejection in stride.

So....your phone buzzez when it's not ringing........

Wait.....this is a *bad* thing???
tongue biggrin
Mar 8, 2005
malloryknoxx:
You know, I was thinking you might be one to understand what I'm talking about smile
And yep - same for me with my husband. He manages to keep me grounded in at least one area of life....and really, it's the one that matters the most, don't you think?

The writing went amazingly well yesterday - I managed to crank out 10 pages of pretty decent stuff. I'm at least reasonably clear on how it's going to end - which is a BIG weight off the shoulders.

How about you - any news yet??
Mar 9, 2005

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