Ooo baby I like it raw
Yeah,
So NC has the Lottery and high alcohol beer. yeah.
I got the net back up which should lead to greater productivity and connectivity and *.ctivity. That is if I can control it.
And a washer a dryer which we might use to heat the house if we can find a filter.
Made a nice little dinner with my dwindling huge sirlons tips. I bought 18lbs at 1.88 a pound at ingles about a week ago. I'm marinating a vindaloo right now to cook tomorrow. Eating steaks like breathing. crazy stuff. factory work bringing the muscles back after the mono atrophy. Still have mono due to my steady but spaced out drinking.
right now I'm trying to the wireless up altough cough I'm direct to the modem with no firewall. not safe but thankfull all these great windows keep popping up to offer to fix my registry and get rid of spy ware. I love the net.
working on a story about a photo editor/copy writer for a porn company. it is going well and I have a research contact if I can get an email for him. I am still struggling with my writing on alot of differnt levels. the same gifts that help me make it harder which is fair I guess. Still trying to master myself and fidn the best way.
social life has been going very well and taking too much of my time. stayed in last night and drank with the girls and tonight blowing off two or three parties just like last night. Heraclitas heraclitas.
RC and DOW. Wasted brillance but in the wasting we gain, like ageing meat or whisky. a little is lost in the refinment. of course nothing could come off all this. anyway hope you all are well.
oh almost forgot have gotten more radical. I have direct refutations for communism at a number of differnt levels. I have deconstructed it and found it to be the same. vauge I know but I'll post some of it later. in essecne communism is the middle class trying to take control through supression of the upper class and manipulation of the lower class. defining classes by workers and bourgoise is not accurate nor exact. anarchism is also flawed. we need an alternative to channel the good conciense and desire for change that these idealogies appeal to yet succed where they fail. Thjat is to say we need to find a new way to fix every thing or rather to fix everything a small piece at a time like a mosiac. I am working twoard that and ways to communicate those ideas. but more important is the question of how to empower and encourage others to communicate thier ideas and experince. a larger question looms which I cannot answer yet: can people become more active participants in the system and further would that be a good thing? Alot to chew on and alot of field work to be done. no doubt I'll keep you updated.
Ben
Yeah,
So NC has the Lottery and high alcohol beer. yeah.
I got the net back up which should lead to greater productivity and connectivity and *.ctivity. That is if I can control it.
And a washer a dryer which we might use to heat the house if we can find a filter.
Made a nice little dinner with my dwindling huge sirlons tips. I bought 18lbs at 1.88 a pound at ingles about a week ago. I'm marinating a vindaloo right now to cook tomorrow. Eating steaks like breathing. crazy stuff. factory work bringing the muscles back after the mono atrophy. Still have mono due to my steady but spaced out drinking.
right now I'm trying to the wireless up altough cough I'm direct to the modem with no firewall. not safe but thankfull all these great windows keep popping up to offer to fix my registry and get rid of spy ware. I love the net.
working on a story about a photo editor/copy writer for a porn company. it is going well and I have a research contact if I can get an email for him. I am still struggling with my writing on alot of differnt levels. the same gifts that help me make it harder which is fair I guess. Still trying to master myself and fidn the best way.
social life has been going very well and taking too much of my time. stayed in last night and drank with the girls and tonight blowing off two or three parties just like last night. Heraclitas heraclitas.
RC and DOW. Wasted brillance but in the wasting we gain, like ageing meat or whisky. a little is lost in the refinment. of course nothing could come off all this. anyway hope you all are well.
oh almost forgot have gotten more radical. I have direct refutations for communism at a number of differnt levels. I have deconstructed it and found it to be the same. vauge I know but I'll post some of it later. in essecne communism is the middle class trying to take control through supression of the upper class and manipulation of the lower class. defining classes by workers and bourgoise is not accurate nor exact. anarchism is also flawed. we need an alternative to channel the good conciense and desire for change that these idealogies appeal to yet succed where they fail. Thjat is to say we need to find a new way to fix every thing or rather to fix everything a small piece at a time like a mosiac. I am working twoard that and ways to communicate those ideas. but more important is the question of how to empower and encourage others to communicate thier ideas and experince. a larger question looms which I cannot answer yet: can people become more active participants in the system and further would that be a good thing? Alot to chew on and alot of field work to be done. no doubt I'll keep you updated.
Ben
pavlovsdog:
Yeah after seeing what transpired in New Orleans, I don't think anarchy could ever work either.