theseeman

In the morning there will be more. It is a question of ethics on how much to post. How much to share of my own experince and then further/farther (you're the man now dog. Go Jamal etc) if someone is going to read it why talk about things that might make them upset. I could just put it a restricted access but that seems silly and further begs the question of why say it at all. If I am not supposed to talk to someone why exploit a loophole? Because I want to talk to them. But if I want them to be happy and this arrangment might make them happy why would I break it? I don't know what I feel and what is denial. I don't like strangling emotions. I don't know if the large expanses of happiness I've had in the past few days are delirium or hunger or genuine. And if it genuine, well I am grateful either way. Ah to meet someone standing on the railway platform as you both continue on long journys. Sure you can kill some time in the railroad station bar but- I do not care to continue that analogy.

A differnt subject I made a double sided Jolly Roger out of a Clockwork Orange tshirt and some eletrical tape at the retreat. You can see the progression between the first and the second and I became more comfertable with the tape as a medium. (an artist statement for a shirt tape flag: I just wanted to show how jelly beans and motor oil and a charred flipflop express the ennui of an escalator but how the muslin bag of sand illustrates our collective unwillingsness to use them as stairs. Ah Mitch Hedberg why do we keep dregs and lose the cream?)
Any way I'll get a picture of that up soon. The flag is stretched over my passenger seat now.

I go in early tomorrow plus I am working at the 5am wake and produce. Another change. Found my cellphone again and reconnected with alot of people. Wierd how many people get mad when you are incomunicado. which reminds me two more calls. And speak of wierd or rather wyrd: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wyrd