theruiner

A new special friend has been distracting me, I blame her entirely. Well, no thats not fair. I am weak and have almost zero will power, but she's a catalyst for my weakness. And i like the pretty bruises she gives me.

regardless, my creative outlets have suffered. I Intend to balance the scales soon with a cocophony of delights.

Im taking bets on how many 'comedy' memos i can send to everyone in my workplace by internal email before i'm asked to stop/leave. I give it to the end of the week. They dont seem to understand that it only entertains me because they hate it so much.

This and other fruitless activities are my latest ventures to test just how much enjoyment i can get out of my new self proclaimed occupation, Ruiner.

I do it so well though, my talents are wasted there. Is it wrong of me to thrive on making people hate me?