therionbloodsworn

-Starset

It seemed for a while I was letting my hobbies and interests slip due to frustration over a crap job, lonely home life, and unhappy past.

But finally I am doing for myself the things I like to do again. I am getting off the TV and YouTube and reading more, collecting more, and creating more. I am taking the time to dive back into...
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Is it possible to start again at this time of my life? To find a better career, a new love, and a happy life? Or am treading water and watching the sands fall, awaiting the inevitable?

Can I still pull myself from the quicksand?

Tame the fire from within

You won't break me

Love will tie the tourniquet

And suffocate me

So tomorrow I turn 40.

I feel like it should be a big thing, but seeing how I feel like I am nowhere near where I wanted to be when I turned 20 depresses me. I had such dreams and goals, but they were just to have a good job, a good life with a good wife, and a place to call mine.

I don't...
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And if the sun grows cold along the way

And if the stars don't line to light the way

And when you fall away and crash back down below

I'll search the skies for you and I'll follow

I'll be in your afterglow

And I'll bring you home

It saddens me when a person you looked up to as an honorable, classy guy is revealed to be a slimeball. I found out today that one of my heroes turned out to have done some bad stuff.

Words can't describe the hurt and disappointment.

The frustrations of life are protean, never truly able to be held to a form that can be prepared for and always shifting to adapt to our resilience.