It's hard sometimes when you feel all you are doing is existing. That nothing you are doing is changing anything or that you are just going through a pattern that will be easily replaced once you are gone. Loved ones say you matter but you don't feel it, and the words don't seem like enough. I don't expect any rewards for anything I do. But I wonder if in the end will it have changed or helped someone. Will I be missed or thought of in good passing thoughts? I don't know...back to the grind I guess....
fredhincanada:
I hear you. I have that feeling sometimes too. It sucks.