thereverend

its been a while, since i've been able to just sit in my living room, without a million people that i don't even really like, running around, or some random shit happening - just sit and listen to the newest nick cave cd - i've had it for months, but i haven't really had a chance to listen to it thoroughly - it's fucking awesome - on the top of my favorite cds of the moment - and i want this to last - this calm in the heart of the storm - but i know that it won't. in a few hours, it will be back to the chaos that comes with having far too many roommates who all work completely different scedules - and i want to scream and flip the fuck out and all of these other things, which i'm not going to do - i'm just going to sit here and relax, take all of it in, and hope that oneday i'll be able to afford the cost of living alone. or at least with just one roommate, one person who is more like me - not loud - not annoying. i need chill people. i need love. there she goes, my beautiful world - there she goes again.