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theretronerd

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Sunday May 16, 2004

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"i need a big load from the girl zone..."

B]SO UNSEXY

all these little rejections, how they add up quickly
one small sideways look and i feel so ungood
and somewhere along the way i think
i gave you the power to make
me feel the way i thought only my father could

all these little rejections, how they seem so real to me
one forgotten birthday, im all but cooked
and how these little abandonments seem to sting so easliy
im 13 again
and im 13 for good

i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
so unloved for someone so fine
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting
so ignorant for someone of sound mind

oh these little protections, how they fail to serve me
one forgotten phone call and im deflated
and all these little defenses, how they fail to comfort me
your hand pulling away and im devestated

i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
so unloved for someone so fine
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting
so ignorant for someone of sound mind

all these little projections, how they keep springing from me
i jump my ship as i take it personally
and all these little rejections
how they disappear quickly
the moment i decide not to abandon me

i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
so unloved for someone so fine
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting
so ingnorant for someone of sound mind
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buddha:
kiss kiss kiss
I appreciate the offer of the concert, it meant alot to me.
Today was just a hectic day for me, with an early shift at work then Dinner With a couple friends. next time she is around, ill buy the tickets biggrin
May 16, 2004
welntaod:
Hooray for random poetic postings! I hope warm New Haven weather has been treating you well, m'dear! We'll have to start wheels working for hanging out & going to Miya's... biggrin
May 17, 2004

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