theretronerd

As long as you stay away from the liquid inspiration, you will be fine. I think that you have been working/studying/bettering yourself so hard for so long without immediate reward that you are just going thru a case of the blahs. That and the weather change is a brutal one two combination, but you are tough stuff and normally one of the most revved up people i know. You are getting healthier, you are going to get a better job, and you are gonna be enjoying the warm healthy weather soon. Not to mention the big event this August, so you have much to motivate you, and we are all here to help you in what ever manmer we can, simply because you are a incredible friend, and we all love you dearly.
A change of scenery wouldnt hurt either.....food for thought my dear friend.
Much love to you and yours,

HMMMM more good weather will help.

I've been totally lazy all day, so I don't have much motivational help.