therealtexasguy

Why the fuck can't I sleep? I slept four hours (and it was broken because, as always, my cell phone started ringing every ten minutes from nine in the morning on) in the last two days and still I am not asleep. I'm tired. So tired I don't trust myself to drive much further then the gas station, but here I am awake and typing fairly coherently.

My shoulder hurts. I only make it worse, because when it starts hurting like this I keep fucking with it until I dislocate it, usually by accident, and then it throbs for a couple days very painfully.

I've decided to do as much catfishing as I can at Calaveras Lake until I move to Seattle because, in all likelihood, I'll probably never fish that lake again after I move, and I really do love that lake. Also, the catfishing is about to seriously pick up right now, and probably just started, so it's a good time to be out on the water. Figure I'll start going in between my Tues/Thursday classes (during my 2:00 to 5:00 break) and any days that I'm not working or don't have anything more important to do.

I really want to get to work on my Dad's truck. Like, right now. Doing that kind of work is very cathartic, and I kind of need it right now.

Need to stop smoking. Can't believe that I was cigarette free for five fucking days and started up again like it was nothing. Course, I'm still coughing from the flu, and the smoking is not helping in the least. I'm going to stop tomorrow. Well, today, whenever I wake up at least.