what's up with this weird obsession I have with ani difranco? nevermind the fact that I take an insane amount of shit talking about it from my friends, but i just think she's the ultimate cool. the absolute coolness. i mean, who rocks harder then ani?
I need to go to sleep, but if I do that now I'll never get my truck into the shop for the warranty inspection, and then I'm fucked. I figure if I get it in early enough in the morning they might be able to get it done in time that I can just sit around with my thumb up my ass and wait and....yeah....right....we all know that "one hour" warranty inspection will end up taking a whole fucking day. bastards.
i hate being tired. i am always tired. i need a friend who never sleeps too so i have someone to talk to all the time. i'm always awake long after everyone else is asleep. i used to sleep two hours a night but, admittedly, i had a lot of help from drugs (mostly pot if you can believe it...i'd smoke so much that when i finally stopped smoking i'd crash hard for two hours, then wake up, smoke some more, take a shower, and get on with another day...high school rocked!).
why is it that when i can sleep, i always end up sleeping from eight in the morning until noon or two in the afternoon? could i be on a worse sleep schedule? luckily i have my own business, so it's not a huge problem, but it still sucks, cause by the time i'm showered and fully awake, it's already five or six o clock, and that leaves me only a couple hours to do my work.
i miss working the night shift. i used to close when i worked pizza and that was perfect. wake up at three o' clock, go to work, get off at midnight or so, swing by the store to get charcoal and steaks, and have everyone come by the place for a little 1:00am barbecue. deliverying pizzas was seriously the coolest job i ever had. kick ass people, good pay, and at that time in my life my only responsibility was paying my rent. now i have a business and credit card bills and tuition bills and car payments and rent and all kinds of grown up responsibilities i tried so hard to avoid.
no worries. it'll all work out in the end....assuming, of course, my dream of a zombie apocalypse comes true - i'm probably the only person in the world that thinks that would be cool and the best thing for our fucked up world.
le sigh. forward thinkers such as myself are always misunderstood and ridiculed until long after we're dead. guess i'll have to take solace in the fact that a hundred years from now people will know that i was right.
I need to go to sleep, but if I do that now I'll never get my truck into the shop for the warranty inspection, and then I'm fucked. I figure if I get it in early enough in the morning they might be able to get it done in time that I can just sit around with my thumb up my ass and wait and....yeah....right....we all know that "one hour" warranty inspection will end up taking a whole fucking day. bastards.
i hate being tired. i am always tired. i need a friend who never sleeps too so i have someone to talk to all the time. i'm always awake long after everyone else is asleep. i used to sleep two hours a night but, admittedly, i had a lot of help from drugs (mostly pot if you can believe it...i'd smoke so much that when i finally stopped smoking i'd crash hard for two hours, then wake up, smoke some more, take a shower, and get on with another day...high school rocked!).
why is it that when i can sleep, i always end up sleeping from eight in the morning until noon or two in the afternoon? could i be on a worse sleep schedule? luckily i have my own business, so it's not a huge problem, but it still sucks, cause by the time i'm showered and fully awake, it's already five or six o clock, and that leaves me only a couple hours to do my work.
i miss working the night shift. i used to close when i worked pizza and that was perfect. wake up at three o' clock, go to work, get off at midnight or so, swing by the store to get charcoal and steaks, and have everyone come by the place for a little 1:00am barbecue. deliverying pizzas was seriously the coolest job i ever had. kick ass people, good pay, and at that time in my life my only responsibility was paying my rent. now i have a business and credit card bills and tuition bills and car payments and rent and all kinds of grown up responsibilities i tried so hard to avoid.
no worries. it'll all work out in the end....assuming, of course, my dream of a zombie apocalypse comes true - i'm probably the only person in the world that thinks that would be cool and the best thing for our fucked up world.
le sigh. forward thinkers such as myself are always misunderstood and ridiculed until long after we're dead. guess i'll have to take solace in the fact that a hundred years from now people will know that i was right.
therealtexasguy:
OK! So SYSCA looks eerily like my oldest sister. 
bloodxflux:
thank you for being so kind to me darling. and I do calf lifts, it's just a genetic trait, my dad has chicken legs too. I hope you are well hunneh. 