I think I now understand why I suffer my self-imposed celibacy with relatively little complaint...I'm terrified of being a father, because failed fathers are inherent in my bloodline. I will not, I cannot, be that. Anything but that.
Just imagine, if you will, that I fear being a bad father so much that I have deprived myself of sex (and I have deprived myself of a LOT of sex, especially recently) for over a year just because I am terrified of being a bad father. Jesus, let's not psychoanalyze THAT!
Just imagine, if you will, that I fear being a bad father so much that I have deprived myself of sex (and I have deprived myself of a LOT of sex, especially recently) for over a year just because I am terrified of being a bad father. Jesus, let's not psychoanalyze THAT!
[Edited on Jan 23, 2005 1:26PM]