Honestly, it still hasn't set in yet; the fact that I now own a brand-fucking-new truck. I would have expected to sooner win the lottery then to own a new vehicle, especially a Dodge Dakota (my dream truck, to be truthful I've always wanted this exact truck, only with a bigger engine...but the bigger engine just wouldn't work, I need something resembling decent gas mileage...
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therealtexasguy:
Oh, by the way, Red McCombs is the shit and I'll always buy any new vehicles I need from them! I couldn't give them a higher endorsement if I tried! 
Any one else ever consider the fact that if pickles weren't so easily massed produced that they would be considered a delicacy? Say if you had to climb the highest peak in the Rockies to harvest a specific species of cucumber that only grew on that one mountain and was only harvestable one day out of the year and had to be made with vinger...
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Life always finds ways to screw ya...life is like a really long date rape.
That's what Raoul_Duke wrote in my last journal entry. A-fucking-men, brother.
Proof Positive that Bush is a war criminal
Today was a good day.
I made a sort of peace with my cousin, the one I fired and hadn't talked to since. I also very likely rented a place. Which is...
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I'm sleepy and I'm bitter because life is screwing me out of what would be an otherwsie awesome Saturday afternoon spent in bed sleeping....
itwasduke:
Life always finds ways to screw ya...life is like a really long date rape.
genevieve:
ABSO-FUCKING-LUTLEY!
Let us hold hands my brotha and sing the song of our people!
Let us hold hands my brotha and sing the song of our people!
Today was one of those days where my soul just forced me to stop and sit and listen. Funny how he does that to me sometimes.
So I slept in, missed school again (am going to just drop that fucking class), made a few important phone calls, went shopping (twice; once early, once late), went by the bank to deposit six thousand dollars of money...
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So I slept in, missed school again (am going to just drop that fucking class), made a few important phone calls, went shopping (twice; once early, once late), went by the bank to deposit six thousand dollars of money...
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genevieve:
Not yall!!! I wasnt even there and the control freak in me keeps saying, "Yhis wouldnt have happened if I were there..."
(it literally hurts me to say this, but I know it's true...deep in the pit of my stomach this thought causes me physical pain, like the burning from a couple shots of whiskey into an empty stomach).---God i almost forgot that feeling...i need to be more appreciative of my loved ones...
Personally, the day I realized that no matter what shit keeps happening, I have to keep going, I have to prove them wrong...I think I was okay with life. I realized that my current sole pupose was to protect my and provide for my daughter. She's my drive. But I also needed to understand that it is not MY responsibility to protect and care for everyone else. Too many times I was taking the blame for soemthing that happened in my family becuase I believe my parents are fuck-ups and now that I am not around anymore my siblings are screwed, but I needed to understand that while I can feel compassion and remorse for someone else's misfortune, I am not responsible for them.
I have also survived quite a bit of turmoil in my life. My friends say i need to write a book! But I believe the pay off for my hard work will really be worth it. There are just some of us in this world that are meant to struggle...but I believe if I stick to it and do what I know i should be doing that I'll get exactly what I deserve in the end. And sometimes, sometimes you just hve to let it all out. Scream, punch things, (inanimate and cheap preferrably
), cry and sob and lose your breath. Then take a nap. It feels great afterwards!
Here... <> thats a hug from me to you
(it literally hurts me to say this, but I know it's true...deep in the pit of my stomach this thought causes me physical pain, like the burning from a couple shots of whiskey into an empty stomach).---God i almost forgot that feeling...i need to be more appreciative of my loved ones...
Personally, the day I realized that no matter what shit keeps happening, I have to keep going, I have to prove them wrong...I think I was okay with life. I realized that my current sole pupose was to protect my and provide for my daughter. She's my drive. But I also needed to understand that it is not MY responsibility to protect and care for everyone else. Too many times I was taking the blame for soemthing that happened in my family becuase I believe my parents are fuck-ups and now that I am not around anymore my siblings are screwed, but I needed to understand that while I can feel compassion and remorse for someone else's misfortune, I am not responsible for them.
I have also survived quite a bit of turmoil in my life. My friends say i need to write a book! But I believe the pay off for my hard work will really be worth it. There are just some of us in this world that are meant to struggle...but I believe if I stick to it and do what I know i should be doing that I'll get exactly what I deserve in the end. And sometimes, sometimes you just hve to let it all out. Scream, punch things, (inanimate and cheap preferrably
), cry and sob and lose your breath. Then take a nap. It feels great afterwards!
Here... <> thats a hug from me to you
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind is the coolest damn movie. This movie firmly secures Charlie Kaufman as the greatest American screenwriter ever, and likely one of the best in the history of the world. Sunshine on the heels of Adaptation on the heels of Malkovich...whoa...what can you say?
I need to go to the store for wine, food and other such things. Maybe a...
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I need to go to the store for wine, food and other such things. Maybe a...
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therealtexasguy:
Who the hell is Dr. Phil to teach people about dieting? That guy is very obviously not rocking a six-pack. Anyone who wants to give me advice on eating good and dieting and working out better have the body of a Roman gladiator.
Kick Ass Movie Quote of the Week:
"I swear to God, if you don't fuck her I'll kill myself. Please Matt, please, fuck her for me. For me!!"
Kick Ass Movie Quote of the Week:
"I swear to God, if you don't fuck her I'll kill myself. Please Matt, please, fuck her for me. For me!!"
Holy fuck!!!!
That's it, the bar has been raised. Three films; three masterpieces.
The votes are in, ladies and gentlemen, Charlie Kaufman is the Shizit. The king of American cinema - the Duke of Art as Film.
Just watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. What to say? Words utterly fail me.
Sunshine following on the heels of Adaptation following on the heels of Being...
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That's it, the bar has been raised. Three films; three masterpieces.
The votes are in, ladies and gentlemen, Charlie Kaufman is the Shizit. The king of American cinema - the Duke of Art as Film.
Just watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. What to say? Words utterly fail me.
Sunshine following on the heels of Adaptation following on the heels of Being...
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TO: The Sony Corporation
CC: Attorney General, USA
RE: The Play Station 2
Herewithin lies a formal request for the return of my soul and my life. As per the purchase of your gaming console, the PS2, I seem to have forfeit both. I request that action be taken, on your part, with no extraordinary delay, to rectify this problem such that I may be...
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CC: Attorney General, USA
RE: The Play Station 2
Herewithin lies a formal request for the return of my soul and my life. As per the purchase of your gaming console, the PS2, I seem to have forfeit both. I request that action be taken, on your part, with no extraordinary delay, to rectify this problem such that I may be...
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kybella:
Guess, I need to do something. Cuz, everythings looking dang shitty right now. Sounds cool...the stuff you are doing. Looking forward to seeing it all go down. Have a great weekend Mr. TexaSGuy. See you soon. 
magnadolce:
Oh my goodness. You're a Baldurs gate guy.
Well, me too.
BTW, I voted.
I voted for Duke Leto Atreides.
Well, me too.
BTW, I voted.
I voted for Duke Leto Atreides.
Fuck yeah!!!!
I just picked up White Zombie's "Astro Creep 2000" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Christ, I haven't heard this album since I was in junior high. God, my neighbors thought they hated me before!! This is an album that you cannot listen to at less then full blast.
Also, I broke down and bought a PS2. For every 1 XBOX game they had at the store,...
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I just picked up White Zombie's "Astro Creep 2000" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Christ, I haven't heard this album since I was in junior high. God, my neighbors thought they hated me before!! This is an album that you cannot listen to at less then full blast.
Also, I broke down and bought a PS2. For every 1 XBOX game they had at the store,...
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therealtexasguy:
I don't know when it came out, but that's when I came across. I am notoriously uninformed about all things music. An album will usually be out for years before I even know about it.
But, if it makes you feel better, I'm happy to oblige.
But, if it makes you feel better, I'm happy to oblige.
kybella:
Please don't be mad! I am SO freaking sorry! My meeting didn't even start until 7:00, and lasted until around 9:30. Dude, I feel like a tool. Seriously, can I make it up on Monday?- I'm planning to come back sometime that morning. I swear that I am not a bitch- it just wasn't a good night to make plans. Things happen. I truly am sorry. 
THE FUCKING COWARD!!!!
Fucking Kerry promised he wouldn't concede, and now he fucking does! Just like that! The son-of-a-fucking-bitch, piece of shit, ass clown, donkey fucking, douche bag!!!
All these liberal fucks are saying "I don't want it to end up in court, again" and shit like that.
LEST we forget that Bush is only in office because he started the legal battle precedent. He...
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Fucking Kerry promised he wouldn't concede, and now he fucking does! Just like that! The son-of-a-fucking-bitch, piece of shit, ass clown, donkey fucking, douche bag!!!
All these liberal fucks are saying "I don't want it to end up in court, again" and shit like that.
LEST we forget that Bush is only in office because he started the legal battle precedent. He...
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therealtexasguy:
Fuck this, how long of a commute is it from Nuevo Laredo, Mexico to San Antonio, Texas?
girly:
It's not the end of the world. Life will go on. I don't think you have to move to Mexico. Besides, I would never be able to visit you there. 
Argh! This shit sucks! Too much tension!
I wish any of those fucking stores I went by had a damn PS2 so I could be playing video games instead of being glued to the damn television!
I wish any of those fucking stores I went by had a damn PS2 so I could be playing video games instead of being glued to the damn television!
therealtexasguy:
I like my profile pic. Machine Gun Sally is too cute.
therealtexasguy:
I hope God's not in the wholesale business, or Bush might just win this thing.
If San Antonio wasn't such an overly military town, Kerry would have won here. Go figure.
Went to get a PS2 today. None of the places I went had any in stock. Thanks to the fact that I was pretty high on those pills I got, I didn't take this lightly. Fuck them; they don't want to keep shit in stock? Then they don't get...
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Went to get a PS2 today. None of the places I went had any in stock. Thanks to the fact that I was pretty high on those pills I got, I didn't take this lightly. Fuck them; they don't want to keep shit in stock? Then they don't get...
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