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well, I just found my mother. it's been ten years. she was under the dirty laundry pile in the extra bedroom...ok, so maybe not the last part, but I did find her and it has been ten years.

i found her through the UNLV website cause I heard a rumor that she worked there. i'd found her info before, but wasn't a hundred percent sure....
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therealtexasguy:
oh, and NetZero is exactly that...a fucking zero. there service sucks. you have to use their stupid connection thing, or it won't work, and their stupid connection thing puts all these banner bars and shit up that get in the way of everything. i tried a simple dial up connection via windows software, and it never fucking works.

mad
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Imagine

Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...

Imagine there's no countries,
It isnt hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...

Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,...
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brite_red_scream:
yeah i heard about the whole Sin 13 buying out the rabbit. My friend Jane is the bassist in Emily's Gone Mad and she had told me that Sin 13 took it over...and they even expanded the old shitty "jam" room and now it's a bigger area with another bar. i went to see Crisis and Otep there a few weeks ago...but that part of it was closed off. either way....i'd much rather go check out the local bands at The Sanctuary or at Sam's....weren't you the one telling me about Taco Land or something like that? confused hehe
therealtexasguy:
It would appear as thought I just found my mother. Wonder if I should call her at her office and make her cry, write her a letter and make her cry, or send her an email to fuck up her morning and make her cry?

I'm not as sadistic as I sound. She's going to cry anyways. If I write her and say "I love you so much and I forgive you for everything and I want you to be my mother again", she'll cry. If I write her and say "I loathe every fiber of your existence, I hate myself for being your offspring, if there is any justice in the universe you'll burn in Hell" she'll cry.

So, why not make her cry for the reason I want her to, and most likely make myself feel better? (Say what you will, but causing her emotional pain WILL make me feel better...however, I know some of ya'll good enough to say: "Ladies and Gentlemen, let the spamming begin!" this is where I'd wave a white flag...you know, like at NASCAR? Fuck ya'll! I live in the South, cut me some slack!).

Any ways, now I have a reason to stay up all night chain smoking and getting drunksick on beer. Happy, happy, joy, joy!
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Yippee!

I fucked up my truck and had to have it towed into town. Fucking, stuck out in the boondocks in my shorts and a t-shirt freezing my fucking ass off waiting for the tow truck. Now I have to stay up until the crack of dawn to get the fucker towed to Midas or something so I can get a new exhaust system. Been...
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What the hell ever happened to the Internet?

Used to be you could find anything you needed, from legal forms to information on anything under the sun, and it was all free. Now, you have to pay for everything. Everything.

Le sigh. Oh well, 'tis the American way, no?
genevieve:
What are you looking for? I may have paid for it at one time or another!!

Hmmm...still the same profile pic?

tongue
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Holy God, I think I'm going to cry. or vomit. or shit my pants.

I haven't heard from my girl in a few days, no emails, no calls, no one answering the phone, and I was starting to get worried. real worried.

So I check my email right now and it's a letter titled from her sister and I started to cry, because last time...
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brite_red_scream:
damn...that fuckin' blows....what concert was it? i hate when men have to get fucking stupid at concerts like that....i remember back when i was 17 some dude at a Rob Zombie concert tryed manhandling me so he could get up against the stage where i was at...so i started choking him and the security pulled him out of the crowd....these guys just don't give a fuck....you have to be ready to pack punches sometimes and that's fuckin' lame. i'm glad to here that she's alright.
therealtexasguy:
Well, I just switched to Net Zero for 9.95 a month. Pretty cool so far, better then Ev1.net, but now I have this fucking toolbar thing that, apparently according to them I can't get rid of. Oh well, I'll get used to it. For this price, how can I complain? I spend more on cigarettes every week, and cigarettes don't bring me half as much happiness as SG. biggrin
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Strange that a DMX album is making me contemplate the existence of God and faith and whatnot.

Just listening to one of those crazy AM shows for truck drivers. Some scientist on talking about how big the universe is.

Take a straight line from any point on the surface of the earth and go straight out as fast as you like (i.e. the speed of...
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jbone:
I disagree. The universe is finite, not infinite. He probably meant that the universe is expanding at the speed of light, and nothing in the universe can travel faster than that speed. So that's why you wouldn't reach the end of it. But it's still finite. And other universes may exist...if interested, pick up a copy of Astronomy or Discover magazine. smile
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There seems to be some confusiong about something. Yes, I do feel regret about being rude to the cashier at Best Buy. I wouldn't have written about it, wouldn't be dwelling on it several hours after the fact, if I didn't feel remorseful of my actions.

That said, here's what I came here to right.

So I'm sitting here smoking a cigarette, drinking my Dr....
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Best Buy sucks. I went earlier today and turned right around when I saw thirty people waiting in line for three fucking registers.

I ended up there again tonight when I went by Barnes and Noble for some new books and they were closed on account of the flooding. Checked it out and no one was in line. Got two CDs (Killers - Hot Fuss...
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therealtexasguy:
Did I mention that I found a freckle on my face that I never knew I had? When I shaved my mustache I was like...where the fuck did that come from??

An odd feeling to find something new on your body, especially since it's probably been there for years and I just now noticed it.
susannahjoy:
i'm sorry, i couldn't read past this line - "Then I was real rude to the cashier, who couldn't have been nicer, because I have this thing about waiting in lines aggrevating my anger."
so what? you're pissed off and you think that that means that it's ok to treat other people poorly? no, that's not right. i fucking hate dealing with people like you when i'm at work. if you had said "and i feel kinda bad about it now" then i could at least sorta forgive you, but to act like it's totally ok is sooooooo not cool. just remember how badly you treat people just cuz you dont feel so great next time someone is totally rude to you for no reason. you have NO RIGHT to do that. mad mad
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My warning meant nothing.
You're dancing in quicksand.
Why don't you watch where you're wandering?
Why don't you watch where you're stumbling?
You're wading knee deep and going in.
And you may never come back again.

This bog is thick and easy to get lost in
when you're a stupid,dumb ass, beligerant fucker.

I hope it sucks you down.

Wander in and wandering.
Noone even...
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genevieve:
A. BLAH BLAH BLAH, show me a real shot!

B. Just get it on the top of your foot right behind your ear, thats unique right?

C. I really despise hearing the whole, "my girl may kill herself." statement. I dunno. Maybe its sincere in your case, but i've heard it said by chics to guys or told to guys from bistanders way too much...i tend to have no sympathy for suicide or threats of the act. I had a boyfriend once tell me he would kill himself. At first I thought it was my resposibility to keep him on this earth. Like some how i had been magically transformed in our maker and suddenly this boys life was in my hands. I think i became lost in this responsibilty. I couldnt take it anymore and the last time he hinted towards it when i wanted to end our horrible relationship i politely told him to help himself but keep it at home because i dont want to have to clean up the mess. And if he really meant, fuck the pills, just blow his brains out...

C2. Harsh, I know...he's still alive today. Not paying child support. Not giving one half of a shit about MY wonderful daughter.

D. hmmm...thats interesting...visit LA much! biggrin

E. Well, i was waiting to post a picture of my new hair cut silly...I post pictures of myself where you can see my face... tongue

F. Flash ya! GAAAHH!
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I had an interesting night.

Eating turned out to be just the ticket I needed to get out of that little three day funk. Not only did it make me feel fucking great to actually eat some food, but I went to sleep and, aside from a nightmare and then a couple of phone calls I had to take at seven AM, I slept for...
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therealtexasguy:
Am seriously contemplating a celtic cross on the back of my right hand (a big un from my middle knuckle up to my wrist...which is big cause I have a huge hand). My big thing is I am a businessman; I shake a lot of hands. Now, a tattoo on your hand isn't very professional at all, but at the same time I do live in uber Catholic San Antonio, so a cross would be a much more forgiveable infraction.

Why is it I have absolutely no desire to get tattoos anywhere by on my hands?? On my biceps, too, but much more on my hands. Maybe one on my palm, but you have to touch those up a lot, or they end up looking like shit. And how can I masturbate with a cross tattoo to my palm?!? I'd have to become a leftie pretty quickly, or die of the blue balls. blackeyed
genevieve:
A. No i did not appreciate the artistry...I CANT SEE YOUR FUCKING FACE...really, what are you afraid of wussie man!! tongue

B. You have an obsession with tattoing your hand because you know that thats a strange place to get a tattoo and you know you shouldnt have it with all of the hand shaking you do.

C. Oh NOW you're worried about the lost girlfriend after you have already said yourself that you were going to be ending it anywayr!! Come on man, you just dont like the fact that it seems like she may be ending it with you first! HA! kiss


Wanna make out?

LOL
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There's a profile pic shot in Neg. Art. It's admittedly bad, but the lighting sucked and I didn't feel like going through the whole ordeal of setting up my UV lamps and whatnot I have for shooting the good photographs. I like how the SF Giants logo just happened to end up in the bad ground.

Either way, when the lighting is better, and I'm...
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therealtexasguy:
Hahahaha, that’s fucked up. I just saw an ad on Yahoo for SBC Yahoo! DSL for 26.95 or something, while I was listening to an ad on the radio for SBC Yahoo! DSL for “only” 19.99 a month.
kybella:
Yes, best to play it safe tongue . I heard about the roads... frickin' great exept for the small fact that I work like 25 mins from home... and they wont think about letting us leave early. You are one lucky chicken...what? bok

Yes, I do agree...lets go out. Sometime soon. Either one sounds peachy with me. You've got to promise that you wont fall in love with me, though. I'm young and beautiful and dying of cancer. But, remember... you don't know that. wink
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Oh yeah, I found a bunch of my old mp3 CD collections. My neighbors will soon come to loathe "How Soon Is Now" by the Smiths, cause, for some reason, when I'm in a shiftless mood, that's the only song that'll bring me back. And it needs to be all out - full bass, full volume, full teeth shattering effect.

Well, I'm almost at the...
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