Well yesterday I had what was one of the most unpleasant experiences of my life. The senior techniain at work told me exactly what he thought about me. He basically said I was fucking awful and I should quit. So today I went into work to speak to my technical manager to do just that, he asked me to think about it and he didn't want me to leave, which made me feel a little better. The trouble is putting aside the whole issue about how good I actually am, I just don't know if I want to keep doing this kind of work. I'm somewhat confused 