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I was only in work for 3 hours today and I managed to have a bad day. I was doing work and one of my collegues stormed in had a go at me for something that was not my fault and had nothing to do with me, told me to fix the problem and then stormed off. I caught up wth her later and tried to point out the truth but she just turned round and walked away. I am so fucking angry. But the real truth is that recently I can't stop being angry. I've only lost my temper once in my life and it did end up with me shoving someone up against the wall and talking very quietly to them, I hated every second of it.

I'm angry that I have had confidence problems since I was seven and that they are still a problem.

I'm angry that I'm crap at my job.

I'm angry that my writing isn't better.

I'm angry that I don't write fast enough.

I'm angry that I can't seem to enjoy the good things in my life.

I'm angry that I'm about to have another crap Valentines day.

I'm angry that I know what I should do to improve myself but I never seem to do it.

I'm angry that I always seem to be tired.

I'm angry that my brother in-law doesn't know how to be a decent father to my nephew who deserves so much better.

I'm angry that my sister has to worry about the future.

I'm angry that I'm angry.