thepromdate

aggg...you wanna know something? today i felt normal. the pill (aka the little hell raiser) has really really been cramping my style. it sucks not fitting into your clothes and being overly emotional and eating everything that you can. it sucks big time to have cramps when you shouldn't. but today was the first day in a long time when i actually felt like the real me. the non-fucked up hormones me. i want the old me back.

so other than feeling good and taking crazy insane naps...i did.....a little bit of cleaning. listened to A LOT of billy joel. watched morrissey videos and finished "indiscreet" (love cary grant....gah gah).

and to be honest.....every time i watch the video for "will never marry" i get misty eyed. all those people running up and throwing their arms around him. he really is the only person that turns me into a backstreet boys mania type girl. i think i cried and hugged my friend during the concert. and those shiny fucking shirts. oh, fuck me, i love them.

can you squeeze me into an empty page of your diary?