thepromdate

i overslept and missed riding my bike in the early morning haze. by the time i got up it was hot and bright and i didn't feel like going out. maybe later on? last night i took a walk to the store, up the hill. on the way back, i could see fog in the distance and wanted to be in it. i think it has a lot to do with listening to nick drake. it just felt right.

i was supposed to go see a friend's art piece at a gallery last night, but at the last minute i decided to stay in. i'm like that. so, if i ever flake on you, i'm sorry. i just like being home. i was thinking about that last night, wondering why that is. i came up with...i never liked being home growing up, i always wished i was someplace else. home, just wasn't a happy place for me. so i think now that i have my own place, a place that feels right and really is a home, i want to spend all my time here. there a few things going on tonight, all of which i really want to go to. but i know i'll probably stay home. and the same goes for tomorrow night. i just don't feel like being with a big group of people. a friend is coming over and we're having a sopranos marathon. now, that sounds like a great monday night to me.

it's 12:30. should i even bother taking a shower?