thepromdate

my frogs are having sex again! and this time it's sixty-nine style. hehe. which makes me think they're not really having sex. jorge has his skinny little arms wrapped around maria. the first time i saw this, i thought he was trying to kill her. because they stayed like that for days. i could never look at him the same way. i was so upset with my little frog. it's been a long time, maybe a year since they've been like this. the water temperature must be at that special degree.

i hate waiting for paint to dry. i painted my shelves for one of my closets and i'm dying to put everything away. it's driving me insane having everything on the ground, out of place.

and i've been doing a lot of thinking lately.... i have this friend who is always saying we should hang out, that we'll talk soon, see each other soon. and then nothing ever happens. i invite this person to do something, but they're always busy for the things i want to do. i'm kinda at the point in my life, that if you're my friend, then i need to hear from you. and if you're a friend i hang out with, then damn it, we should be hanging out. i don't really have time or the desire for these half assed friendships. it seems really wrong to say something to the person, but i really think they should know how i feel. because we are supposed to be friends, not just people who randomly email each other. shit, that's what friendster is for. hehe.

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speaking of friendster, do you see what i see? weird. i messaged him to see if he's a member. i'm sure he is. do any of you know who he is? it's kinda weirding me out. the whole blacked out eyes thing and an sg and...maybe it's not weird and i just freak out about stupid stuff. i don't know....