thepromdate

i'm not going to comment on how worried i am about a certain close friend of mine. i love him dearly and i hope everything works out.

i will, however, talk about how having a forty seven mintue phone conversation with my boy made my day, i was having a pretty shitty day....feeling very anti and unsocial and mad at a certain someone. well, a mix of being mad and hurt. my ex and i talked very briefly and i have a better understanding of the situation. whatever. not going to get into it. but talking to the new boy...he makes me giddy, i feel like i should snatch him up before he runs away or some hot indie girl woos him with her cool indie charms. and when i see his name on my phone when it rings....i turn into this ecstatic little kid bubbling over with excitement and dread....that i'll be really lame and not know what to say. but then we get off the phone almost an hour later and i feel like it's only been a few minutes. i miss him, his kisses, and that thing he does with my elbow. who ever thought the elbow could be a hot spot? not me. but this kid....