Wednesday, 8/31/05
Completely better! Yesterday sucked. It was a seriously fucked up day, but whatever. "It can't get any better, and it can't get any worse!"
A good 5 hours of sleep can do wonders. LOL working for the firm is gonna kill me some day!
Don't think I'm crazy because of yesterday. I'll give you more than that to think me mad! HAHAHA . . . pickles!
If I ever rant like that again, I want someone to beat me with a stick or something. Maybe a 2x4 witha rusty nail sticking out of the top. LOL I'm speaking figuratively. And if I see someone standing outside my window tonight with a goddamn 2x4 waiting for me to come out tomorrow morning, I . . . I just can't be held responsible for my actions (<- = Run crying back into my house and rock back and forth in a fetal position).
I bought the SG Tour DVD today! Amazing stuff.
Have I ever mentioned I like this site?! So many people I can relate with.
Last time I'm apologizing. Seriously. I'm sorry.
Completely better! Yesterday sucked. It was a seriously fucked up day, but whatever. "It can't get any better, and it can't get any worse!"
A good 5 hours of sleep can do wonders. LOL working for the firm is gonna kill me some day!
Don't think I'm crazy because of yesterday. I'll give you more than that to think me mad! HAHAHA . . . pickles!
If I ever rant like that again, I want someone to beat me with a stick or something. Maybe a 2x4 witha rusty nail sticking out of the top. LOL I'm speaking figuratively. And if I see someone standing outside my window tonight with a goddamn 2x4 waiting for me to come out tomorrow morning, I . . . I just can't be held responsible for my actions (<- = Run crying back into my house and rock back and forth in a fetal position).
I bought the SG Tour DVD today! Amazing stuff.
Have I ever mentioned I like this site?! So many people I can relate with.
Last time I'm apologizing. Seriously. I'm sorry.
I thought i would post in your journal, cause today i completely feel the same way and have been dealing with the same feeling for long than a few years.
sometimes i accept it, but i am only unlovable cause i make myself that way. I fear alot of things when it comes to any sort of relationship, and i push people away.
Not saying that you are the same, or have the same reasons. Just wanted to let you know that there is someone else out there too, and proabably many more.
Talk to someone you trust. Cause usally talking is the best thing.
All the best,
Kamni