As the sun rotates and my game grows bigger...
aries:
i dont know
tadzi:
am i crazy, or did you pare down your friends list?
Had a good time in NY. Would have been nice to stay longer, have enough time to visit some folks, but I'll probably run back up this summer when I have more time.
Did I miss anything here while I was gone?
Did I miss anything here while I was gone?
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deadlyeye:
That's cool, dude. I dont blame you. I dont get hangovers though.. and I dont get sick.. if I did.. I cant imagine I would drink as much as I do..
Honestly.. I started drinking really heavily lately when my last girlfriend died.. it became an escape. Now, I have another girl.. I feel guilty because the last one died loving me.. and.. well.. it sucks. Its something that eats at me. Im not meaning to dump that on you.. but, yeah. hehe. I know I have issues.
Honestly.. I started drinking really heavily lately when my last girlfriend died.. it became an escape. Now, I have another girl.. I feel guilty because the last one died loving me.. and.. well.. it sucks. Its something that eats at me. Im not meaning to dump that on you.. but, yeah. hehe. I know I have issues.
deadlyeye:
Man, that is awful. I'm sorry to hear that.
It's really hard for me. I moved on.. and there is a part of me that feels like I am cheating.. we were serious.. I did love her, too.. I still do, I guess.. but, she isnt coming back. People tell me its what she would want.. and people here echo the same sentiment.. but, I dont know. I feel like I am doing something incredibly wrong by being with the new girl.
By the way.. she died from congestive heart failure. She just had a bad heart. It wasn't fair. She wasn't what most people would expect when you say somebody died of heart failure.. she was very far from being fat... and she was only 21. It still breaks my heart every day.
The new girl knows all about it.. and thankfully she understands what I am going through.. if it wasnt for her I would go insane. She is my guiding light now.. I feel really strongly for her.. its not love.. but, it's a feeling I have never felt before.. it just feels "right"... Its hard to explain.
Sorry about rambling...
It's really hard for me. I moved on.. and there is a part of me that feels like I am cheating.. we were serious.. I did love her, too.. I still do, I guess.. but, she isnt coming back. People tell me its what she would want.. and people here echo the same sentiment.. but, I dont know. I feel like I am doing something incredibly wrong by being with the new girl.
By the way.. she died from congestive heart failure. She just had a bad heart. It wasn't fair. She wasn't what most people would expect when you say somebody died of heart failure.. she was very far from being fat... and she was only 21. It still breaks my heart every day.
The new girl knows all about it.. and thankfully she understands what I am going through.. if it wasnt for her I would go insane. She is my guiding light now.. I feel really strongly for her.. its not love.. but, it's a feeling I have never felt before.. it just feels "right"... Its hard to explain.
Sorry about rambling...
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jstone:
yeah, most of the time its logging roads and such, a bit of extra clearance would be good, but I really dont want to get it too high up there.
tadzi:
reminded me of christine, even though its two completely different cars.
So last night I went to the Bobcats game, I'm not a sports fan but the ticket was free so I said what the hell, might be fun. They played the Nuggets and it was a good game, first game they had one in like the last 9, or so I am told, all in all I wouldn't pay to go see a game but...
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sydni:
*metal fingers*
you kick ass.
you kick ass.
peggy:
Cool, NYC.
I helped my parents put in a new counter top this weekend, all went well only a few minor things to work around. Other than that I just set on my ass and relaxed. One of the local hospitals has a job for a LAN/Server anayst posted, may call them and see what it pays and what they want. The part time job I have...
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nimhly:
*dreamy sigh
i knew you 'd see things my way
i knew you 'd see things my way
schoolgirl:
you SO have to at least interview for the job. you don't have to take it. just let it leave you thinking. you'll never know, hon.
valentine's is usually disappointing, but this year I had a nice time and a sweet email form you. much
valentine's is usually disappointing, but this year I had a nice time and a sweet email form you. much
Well I made it 38 hours without sleep, which is the longest I had ever went without sleep anyway, I was going to go longer just to beat my own personal record, but the site was down for maintanence so I just said to hell with it and went to bed.
In other news it looks like the NYC trip is a go, leave next...
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smuffy:
no banter here.
just the truth.
night.
just the truth.
night.
rokette:
Have Fun, and be safe.
Might get to goto New York next weekend, don't know for sure yet, but I hope I can, I was planning on going this summer but I am already planning taking the month of July off so that will zap all my spare money.
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smuffy:
you're driving all that way from nc just for a day?
why?
why?
smuffy:
io actually love road trips too but many times i don't have the freedom to take them as much as i'd like to.
i'm jealous of your trip.
how many hours are you estimating?
i'm jealous of your trip.
how many hours are you estimating?
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smuffy:
wow lucky you.
I work for my parents so all my weeks are fairly good.
I work for my parents so all my weeks are fairly good.
smuffy:
no I don;t mind.
they design and install fire sprinkler systems.
I do the accounting mosty and some other random shit.
they design and install fire sprinkler systems.
I do the accounting mosty and some other random shit.
I hate when I wake up with a headache, I hate it even worse when it decides to spend the day with me.
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peggy:
Ugh. I know the feeling. I don't even wanna do anything when I have a headache.
schoolgirl:
that bastard headache. I'll punch him in the face. feel better hon.
Man thank god this week is over, it has been rather taxing on my brain.
On a side note I love my Mag Light. I just spent $20 buying a set of rechargable batteries for it, and it was money well spent, next up is the $30 to get rechargables for my 6 cell.
On a side note I love my Mag Light. I just spent $20 buying a set of rechargable batteries for it, and it was money well spent, next up is the $30 to get rechargables for my 6 cell.
smuffy:
back to the asshat thing I see. 
what the hell is a mag light you hillbilly?
what the hell is a mag light you hillbilly?
tadzi:
maglites are cool because you can hit people with them.