theonetheonlydc

And I'm just waiting to use it

are you okay with the lots of other shit? i have lots of shit going on too and i have found that i get more support and encouragement from people here than i ever could have imagined. especially the 105, even if some of it is just being encouraged by the random ass hilarity. next month i am going with pale_blue_eyes to san fransisco for a concert and we made plans to hang out with funktion and visit polly while we're there. last night i'm talking to pbe and he says "so what does funktion do for a living?". and i realized, fuck, i dont even know. it kinda made me sad. like why can't my friends from the site be real friends? they are real people. i almost hate when people i start caring about call me 'delusion' like nah man thats an alias, im julie. but whatever. point being, if you need someone, im here.

and yeah, fuck a lot of the bullshit here. i got torn to shreds by the SG:NationalHatersSociety and those cunts last week on a thread. it occured to me that they were seriously hostile and upset by me while i was laughing at them. they probably have nothing in their sad little lives to make them feel beautiful or worthy so they need to tear others down to gain confidence. and thats just sad. im convinced that they are jealous of me, the 105 and the ultra radness that they are not a part of.