Friday May 16, 2003

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Im bored. Im always bored.... I dont know what to do with myself, yet I have no free time. Its like there









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pauses during the day. I get on here and try to make some friends to talk to in my free time and thats not going to well. My non-cyber friends seem to be content on sitting at home all the time. Its driving me crazy. I wanna live. I wanna feel things I never had. I really wanna fall in love, but Its hard when noone ever wants to go with me to meet new people. Today for instance, had the whole day off. All my friends did 2. So Im like your guys wanna go somewhere. Nope, out of 10 people i ask, not one wanted to leave home. Give me a fucking break. Maybe its just me. Maybe life is supposed to be like this.










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octagon:
I had that problem, then I moved half way across the country. Then I went a little crazy trying to deal with the fact that I was in a strange environment all by myself. Then it got better, but I'm not sure if it's becuase I'm slightly crazy now, I have better friends now, or I just do things by myself a lot more now. Probably a mix of all three. I hope things get better for you.
kludog:
do some speed.. things might pick up!! wink *jokes*

[Edited on May 21, 2003]

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