Monday Aug 21, 2006

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I hate. I'm so tired of being alone. People everwhere and I feel so uselessly alone. Everyone around me is dying. My cousin just got shot trying to prevent another friend of our from killing himself. And here I am. Litsening to my mom cry over the phone yet again. I'm starting to think that all calls from oregon are a negative thing. I don't know what to do anymore. The boy-being that I try to associate myself with cares deeply, but can't seem to even TRY and show the lightest intrest in my feelings. I don't talk much. But I want to talk to someone. I thought that I could talk with him- but if he doesn't ask, I'm not going to just blurb out how much life sucks for me right now. I want to know that he cares.
Blah. Boys. Lame. Who needs em.

xoxoxo
The Nitch

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dangerman:
that does suck, your right, wish i could offer something, but hugs would come off as a cheap cyber come on perhaps, and I am not really the hugs type anyway.....but I can empathize, honesty......so I will just say sorry to hear it

sadly I know how you feel....here I am another year older (today) and mostly my life has rapidly become something I never intended it to be, and my most significant relationship with a man, or anyone else for that matter, is with Capt. Morgan......so hey at least your not alone....
spinal26:
You need boys, they need you, most boys are too insecure to say anything. I wish I had someone like you to care about me. I'm pretty much alone right now in Hawaii. My parents love me, but it's not the same, and they're 4,000 and 5,000 miles away. I miss chilling with my female friends and just listening to them talk. Then I'd usually say something silly and make them laugh. They were great, nothing like the people I deal with on submarines every day. Seriously, someone that lives on the island message me and I'll go out somewhere and do practicly anything!! I'm so bored with sitting at my computer. I want something more. Real friends, and real good times. If you need to smile just give me a message. Satisfaction guaranteed or your money back.

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