thenitch

I hate. I'm so tired of being alone. People everwhere and I feel so uselessly alone. Everyone around me is dying. My cousin just got shot trying to prevent another friend of our from killing himself. And here I am. Litsening to my mom cry over the phone yet again. I'm starting to think that all calls from oregon are a negative thing. I don't know what to do anymore. The boy-being that I try to associate myself with cares deeply, but can't seem to even TRY and show the lightest intrest in my feelings. I don't talk much. But I want to talk to someone. I thought that I could talk with him- but if he doesn't ask, I'm not going to just blurb out how much life sucks for me right now. I want to know that he cares.
Blah. Boys. Lame. Who needs em.

xoxoxo
The Nitch