Strangest weekend ever. Really. I could go the rest of my life without another weekend like that. From now on, I am going to be a boring old lady and stay home every weekend. Going out is just too risky. Now, the house is a total disaster....I got nothing done that I wanted to get done, and I feel like crap. Yesterday was a really bad day. I slept on the couch and had nightmares. The kinda of nightmares where you wake up still feeling scared and out of place. That feeling stayed with me all day. I actually think it was a feeling I had before the dream, and the dream just built itself around the feeling. Weird....and now I am still freaked out and would really like to just stay in bed today. But, I suppose I should go to work. I am about this close to quitting though. Usually, if you put in your two weeks they just tell you to go home and then I would have a 2 week vacation. But, I guess I will just stay miserable...I am used to it, I've been miserable my entire life.
heartyou:
I missed you.