Holy hell, I just ate an obscene amount of Chinese food. I have had a really strong craving for it for the past few weeks. I live next to a Chinese restraunt, it is horrible and I would never eat there, but it smells so good and makes me want Chinese all the time. Anyway, on my way home from downtown I stopped and picked up some food from this place called August Moon, I think? Oh my god...it was good. I hadn't eaten all day and i had to take the bus home. I was sitting next to this food on the hour long ride back to SE, and I was sooo hungry. I flew in the house and totally gorged myself. Now my belly really hurts. The only thing that would have made it better is if I had some MaryJane. But, I am trying this whole "not smoking" thing. It has been a few days and so far I don't miss it too much. I was actually getting kind of tired of being a lazy, stoned, slob all he time. I am not giving up forever...but for the time being I am cool with not having any.
So, I saw the design for my tattoo on Friday. It is looking pretty sweet. Apparently, DangerMason still has some tweeking to do on it, but it looks good so far. The skull is pretty badass....definitely not a cutesy tattoo at all. It wasn't colored in, so I'm not sure what he has planned for that. I'd like it to be really bright...a lot of blues and yellows and maybe even hot pink too. Yeah, that would be cool. I am a big fan of brightly colored tattoos. Now that I have a little extra money each month (usually), I plan on getting many more tattoos. I still want my Velveteen Rabbit piece and I have a few other ideas. I have always wanted a Raven...I think they are so cool to look at. But, there are so many of them here and they are really annoying. I still like the way they look, though.
I have started a mental list of things I'd like to start doing. I figure if I start with a small list, and make a goal to at least accomplish 1 or 2 things on it, then it won't seem like I have failed or given up if I don't do everything. I have a bad habit of making these lofty goals and when I don't follow through, I feel like a loser. But, I am starting small and hopefully this plan works out. If not...well then, I am just a loser.
So, I saw the design for my tattoo on Friday. It is looking pretty sweet. Apparently, DangerMason still has some tweeking to do on it, but it looks good so far. The skull is pretty badass....definitely not a cutesy tattoo at all. It wasn't colored in, so I'm not sure what he has planned for that. I'd like it to be really bright...a lot of blues and yellows and maybe even hot pink too. Yeah, that would be cool. I am a big fan of brightly colored tattoos. Now that I have a little extra money each month (usually), I plan on getting many more tattoos. I still want my Velveteen Rabbit piece and I have a few other ideas. I have always wanted a Raven...I think they are so cool to look at. But, there are so many of them here and they are really annoying. I still like the way they look, though.
I have started a mental list of things I'd like to start doing. I figure if I start with a small list, and make a goal to at least accomplish 1 or 2 things on it, then it won't seem like I have failed or given up if I don't do everything. I have a bad habit of making these lofty goals and when I don't follow through, I feel like a loser. But, I am starting small and hopefully this plan works out. If not...well then, I am just a loser.