thenewpope

It is after 1am and I can't sleep. So far, I have wasted my weekend. I always think I am going to do stuff, but I never do. I wind up on the couch watching TV. I'm lazy. I wish I could get my laszy ass to get up and do something once in a while. I have a bunch of laundry and other stuff to clean up. Maybe I am so lazy cause it has been pretty warm the past couple of days. I never like to do much when it is warm. I cannot wait for it to be cool again. I miss wearing my hoodie and warm boots.Next week is going to be murder at work. School starts and I have to work about a million hours. And since I am salaried, I get no overtime. Hooray. So lame. Good thing is, we will have some extra cash in a few weeks and there are some pretty rad shows coming up soon. Placebo, anyone? I just hope I don't miss them because I have to work or something. Oh, and Bedouin Soundclash is coming on the 12th I think. I really want to see them. I think it would be such a fun show. We are tight on money until the middle of the month, though. Boo.

I have really been fantasizing about living on a farm lately. I mean, I know it would be a lot of work and I probably would suck at it...but, for some reason I just think it would be so awesome. To live out in the country in a small town...maybe it would get boring after a while...I dunno. I just want some animals and a garden or something. Then, I want enough money to have a great big farm house and to not have to work so I can stay home and take care of it. I feel like I am growing up a lot lately. I'm noticing that the things I used to want don't really interest me anymore....and the things I thought I'd never want seem more and more appealing. I am over going out and getting loaded...acting like an asshole, all that junk. It just isn't fun anymore. I don't really get the point. I would rather make a nice dinner at home...mabye have some friends over. Nothing fancy. I am tired of clubs and staying up until dawn...tired of drugs and booze. It was fun back in the day, but it just seems like so much work now. I always thought that's what you had to do to have fun, but I am discovering so many things that are much more fun and fulfulling. Not to say that I will never enjoy another crazy night....but, I can tell they will be pretty few and far between for a while. I'm getting oooooold.