such a busy week, i've managed to post a load of demo's around for the band i am 'managing' here in England, they are a costa rican death metal band, i think i have some interest to get them signed, i hope i do actually. Dave Pybus seems somewhat intested after i asked him if there was any bands with whom Azterion could tour/gig with and he said to send him a demo, so life for me looks on the up, and yet another item of miscellany to place upon my quite frankly pathetic looking CV. Music business, management, promotion, journalism, performance ect ect... and i can pull the best pint of beer ever!
College has come quite shit, and because of a useless drummer i may fail my course and have to repeat the year...and come hell or high water, i'm not doing that for all the rubber and pvc in torture garden, lol. i'm in the process of writing acoustic music so i can have a young lad of the vocal artist course to do the vocals, and he really has an amazing voice.
And another thing get on to Ebay and get yourself a copy of Dreambreed the misery sessions on ebay there's only 666 copies and you can choose the number too. definately one for the Misfit fiends and Danzig fans...
something some one said to me made me all quiet yesterday, i dont think i've ever felt so ugly before. pointing out every little physical flaw i have and being very hypocritical. I.E, i'm still trying to beat bulimia and someone had a go at me yesterday over a bacon barm i had, yeah, make someone who hates their body and whants to loose a few pounds feel fat why dont you, my nan then asked why i barely ate anything. what she doesn't know is i then threw what i ate up because of this person. I like the fact i have my curves back but when someone has a go at eating something a lil unheathy it doesn't do well for recovery. I hate shit controling me, and at one point my bad image and lack of control cause my eating to fuck up, i weighed like 98lbs at my lowest, then i blew up like a balloon to 240lbs.. and purged back down.. i'm happy where i am sure i wanna change some stuff but when i have assholes telling me i'm fat and have a few spots cuz its 'that time of the month' doesn't help an already dwindling self image and confidence.
Most of you guys prolly had better weekends than me, but i'm finished ranting so i'll be gone and leave you to your business.
College has come quite shit, and because of a useless drummer i may fail my course and have to repeat the year...and come hell or high water, i'm not doing that for all the rubber and pvc in torture garden, lol. i'm in the process of writing acoustic music so i can have a young lad of the vocal artist course to do the vocals, and he really has an amazing voice.
And another thing get on to Ebay and get yourself a copy of Dreambreed the misery sessions on ebay there's only 666 copies and you can choose the number too. definately one for the Misfit fiends and Danzig fans...
something some one said to me made me all quiet yesterday, i dont think i've ever felt so ugly before. pointing out every little physical flaw i have and being very hypocritical. I.E, i'm still trying to beat bulimia and someone had a go at me yesterday over a bacon barm i had, yeah, make someone who hates their body and whants to loose a few pounds feel fat why dont you, my nan then asked why i barely ate anything. what she doesn't know is i then threw what i ate up because of this person. I like the fact i have my curves back but when someone has a go at eating something a lil unheathy it doesn't do well for recovery. I hate shit controling me, and at one point my bad image and lack of control cause my eating to fuck up, i weighed like 98lbs at my lowest, then i blew up like a balloon to 240lbs.. and purged back down.. i'm happy where i am sure i wanna change some stuff but when i have assholes telling me i'm fat and have a few spots cuz its 'that time of the month' doesn't help an already dwindling self image and confidence.
Most of you guys prolly had better weekends than me, but i'm finished ranting so i'll be gone and leave you to your business.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
have a better week deary.